Why.....................

Why is it that when it comes to Max, I get so emotional..................I took him to school today and popped in his classroom to talk to his teacher for a bit. Thank God we have known eachother for years.....................I started crying about 1 minute into the conversation...............................I feel like I failed him when he was send home as baby and I am failing him now, that's what I feel like.....................and now I am crying again....................